Getting back out there…or not
While I was home for the holidays, I logged on to my Ok Cupid app just to…look around.
I’m still spending some time in sad city/bummerland so my friends suggested I “get back out there” to try and take my mind off things.
I didn’t expect Prince Charming to appear, but when I was deleting old emails, I came across one that gave me a surprising reaction.
It said, “how is my future wife doing besides being her usual gorgeous self?
Cheesy emails like this are pretty standard but when I read it, my brain immediately said, NO THANK YOU.
Maybe I’m not ready for this.
After that email, I discussed with two single friends the amount of work/effort it takes to online date. We all hate it. Starting from the very beginning, the inevitable, awful first date, weeding through potential guys to see if there are any gems. It’s like a second job.
But one friend said some very true advice, “dating does suck but you have to just keep trying and put yourself out there. It won’t always work out but if you don’t try, time will just keep going by.”
Damn, that is SO TRUE.
Sometimes, I feel like I don’t want to date. I don’t want to try, I don’t want to put myself out there, I don’t want to get hurt again. But there is one thing that will make me get back out there: The feeling you have when you’re with someone you really like. I’m not ready to give up on that, but will get there, hopefully.
My friends give really good advice. Fact!